26 October 2004 - -
08 June 2004 - Can I get closer? I need to hold on to you...
04 June 2004 - Now....
03 June 2004 - Don't let's do that again
01 June 2004 - Do you believe? It's ok....
31 May 2004 - Not tonight, Josephine
29 May 2004 - Quiet, child. You have plenty
23 May 2004 - I wonder what it would be like if I slit my wrist? How easy is it? How high does the blood squirt? How long do you take to fall unconcious? How long to die? I can see the artery, it's that one right there, so very easy to get to..
21 May 2004 - Fuck off
20 May 2004 - Some of them are nice
19 May 2004 - Not the way I should feel when it is so sunny
18 May 2004 - Coming around
16 May 2004 - Do I even like myself?
16 May 2004 - No, shutup, you're wrong
14 May 2004 - We're not the only ones
13 May 2004 - What's it there for?
13 May 2004 - A somewhat bad idea
12 May 2004 - It's not good, is it?
11 May 2004 - Well, I can't say what is happening here....
10 May 2004 - Note to Kitty
08 May 2004 - You know what? I don't really care. Only I do, more than anything in the world
07 May 2004 - Is it alright? And what, exactly, am I doing?
06 May 2004 - -
05 May 2004 - Through the eyes of a child
04 May 2004 - Hiding from the world, frightened and wide-eyed, like a rabbit in the headlights
02 May 2004 - Not while I think like this
01 May 2004 - Not that much matters now, anyway
30 April 2004 - -
28 April 2004 - Stressed skin - ink all over
26 April 2004 - Sun, sea and Kitty
25 April 2004 - No-one's going to ruin this
25 April 2004 - Don't things look nice when you turn around?
24 April 2004 - Why don't you quiet down?
23 April 2004 - Sun, stars and moon {that's both of us at once...}
22 April 2004 - I have no idea. Nothing makes sense
22 April 2004 - I have no idea. Nothing makes sense
21 April 2004 - The waves wash over me
20 April 2004 - No, it's alright
19 April 2004 - How're you gonna stop me now?
17 April 2004 - It's all, really, very good
16 April 2004 - My life's story
15 April 2004 - what is my problem?
14 April 2004 - More Cat, cos she's all that happens to me now
13 April 2004 - What do I really feel?
12 April 2004 - The piano at the end of 'In The Name of God' is really rather good
10 April 2004 - Half a resolution
08 April 2004 - Little darling Kitty - again
07 April 2004 - Something in my head, it won't switch off when I'm alone
06 April 2004 - Musclepain and hail
05 April 2004 - Hitting my head in frustration
04 April 2004 - Birthdays and too much feeling
02 April 2004 - The air tastes so good today
01 April 2004 - Need
31 March 2004 - Joy, reading and PUNK
30 March 2004 - Sun and friends
29 March 2004 - Light in the dark
29 March 2004 - Walking wounded
28 March 2004 - An ode to no one
27 March 2004 - The bright lights of the city tear a hole in my heart
26 March 2004 - It all seems to be ok, just take it slowly
24 March 2004 - Do it somewhere far away from here
22 March 2004 - Scars
21 March 2004 - The blood runs freely, and covers the sheets
21 March 2004 - -
20 March 2004 - Lists
19 March 2004 - Need the pain
18 March 2004 - Cut
17 March 2004 - Broken
16 March 2004 - Lost in the depths of the blue
15 March 2004 - Nosebleed
14 March 2004 - Sweet Kitty
12 March 2004 - What are you thinking?
11 March 2004 - A corpse in the snow, died trying to be free
10 March 2004 - Spark
08 March 2004 - Strip me of this shell, so my spirit can survive
07 March 2004 - No
06 March 2004 - Don't fret precious, I'm here
05 March 2004 - Catherine
03 March 2004 - A dead end to insanity
03 March 2004 - A dead and to insanity
02 March 2004 - Open wounds
01 March 2004 - Beautiful one has escaped
01 March 2004 - Thinking, the girl and a graveyard
27 February 2004 - Heart
27 February 2004 - Drowning
24 February 2004 - Tropical London
23 February 2004 - Warm again
22 February 2004 - Timetravel
20 February 2004 - FUCKING hangover
18 February 2004 - Bloody bandmates
18 February 2004 - Girl
16 February 2004 - End of patheticness.... for now.
16 February 2004 - Patheticness update
15 February 2004 - Petrified
15 February 2004 - Over and over
14 February 2004 - Loveday
13 February 2004 - Am I OK?
12 February 2004 - Talk
10 February 2004 - Lollipop
09 February 2004 - A Perfect Circle
08 February 2004 - Dizzy
05 February 2004 - Clocks
04 February 2004 - Happyband
04 February 2004 - Happyband
02 February 2004 - Smile
30 January 2004 - Chris/Amy ?????
29 January 2004 - Snow
27 January 2004 - Lovepain
25 January 2004 - Drunk again/Chrstina
22 January 2004 - Another hangover
18 January 2004 - Morningtime
16 January 2004 - Spikey
15 January 2004 - Idle talk to pass the days
14 January 2004 - Pretty Polly
10 January 2004 - Lovedrunk
08 January 2004 - -
04 January 2004 - Flying
29 December 2003 - (Dis)-ordered personality
28 December 2003 - Fall into your arms
21 December 2003 - Happy stealer
20 December 2003 - Old people and serenity
18 December 2003 - Clockwork/no release
16 December 2003 - Frostknifesoul
15 December 2003 - Dreams and drinks and friends
14 December 2003 - Dark nothing
13 December 2003 - Drunk and sick and wrong
09 December 2003 - Too tired
08 December 2003 - Gorgeous bandgirl
07 December 2003 - Love and work
06 December 2003 - Confusion
05 December 2003 - Get out the insides
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