Now.... ( 04 June 2004 - 11:36 p.m. )

It's never going to work. My life is never going to work. I keep thinking that I will sort things out, change things, but I never can.

I'm just going round and round in circles, always coming back to this same point.

This same, lonely point.

All the help I recieve, from all the lovely people who care about me, doesn't seem to do anything in the end. I just end up feeling I'm not really deserving of any of it, because I don't use it properly.

And nothing ever changes

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.

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