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I wonder what it would be like if I slit my wrist? How easy is it? How high does the blood squirt? How long do you take to fall unconcious? How long to die? I can see the artery, it's that one right there, so very easy to get to.. ( 23 May 2004 - 10:16 p.m. ) I feel completely disconnected from everything. Again. Or rather, as usual. I feel like I'm losing everyone. Especially Cat. She's behaving like someone else, I don't know her anymore. I try talking to her about it, but it doesn't work, because how can I talk about something so deep with someone I don't even know? I shouldn't be so attached, but I am. And now she's slipping away. Or maybe she's already gone. I don't think I can cope with this. I can't. Not at all. | |||||||||