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Well, I can't say what is happening here.... ( 11 May 2004 - 12:29 a.m. ) We all sat on Cat's sofa, and watched a film, and it was fun. When Cat went away to do some things, me and Christina started talking, talking silliness like we always do, and holding eyes for a long, long time. She has such lovely eyes, so large and brown and deep I want to swim in them forever. And she keeps leaning over and touching me, and she's practically lying on me. And so it goes, and we talk, and at some point she leans over and puts her hand up, so that we touch hands, palm-to-palm. And almost involuntarily, I curl my fingers round hers, so we're holding hands. But that wasn't what she was trying to do, she wanted to measure the sizes of our hands against each other. I know what I was feeling when that happened, and every time we locked eyes. But I don't know what she is feeling. Because she's already rejected me once. I don't know what to do now. | |||||||||