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How're you gonna stop me now? ( 19 April 2004 - 10:15 p.m. ) I'm never been the centre of conversation. Ever. So exactly what was going on last night? You see people where listening to me, even though I was talking insane shite. Mostly cos Chrissie will always join in when I do that, because her brain is too much like mine. And it was so much fun, a little drink, a little food, lots of fun. I wasn't jealous over Cat, I didn't feel left out, it was all very clear and bright, and even though outside it was raining, it didn't bring me down. I'm no longer getting irritated with myself, and even though i'm not sleeping well, it's still not getting me down. I'm sickeningly happy, like one of those people I used to see walk down the street, and hate because they smiled all the time. I don't care what happens, I'll do what I like, and everything matters very little, if i don't want it to. If you want me I'll be up there with the stars, up above the clouds. And I'm not coming down if I can help it. I was dropped from Moonbeams And sailed On shooting stars. | |||||||||