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What do I really feel? ( 13 April 2004 - 10:31 p.m. ) I can't stand it. I don't know, and I certainly can't articulate it. I sat in the pub with Cat and Pad. It was nice to see Pad again, really nice. Then he left, cos he had to get back to work. And me and Cat stayed for a while, talkign about nothing at all. And her eyes are so beautiful, such a deep brown, so dark I can get lost in them. And I thought I knew then. But I have to see if I can hold it. Cos so far I know I want it when I'm with her, but other times I'm not so sure. So I have to wait still. | |||||||||