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The piano at the end of 'In The Name of God' is really rather good ( 12 April 2004 - 10:34 p.m. ) I've become somewhat bored in my attempts to work. And all I ever write about here is Cat. The weekend was family time, both for my birthday (a week late) and easter. My parents my brother and I went out for dinnner, and it was lovely. My brother and I drank a little too much, but only to the jolly stage and it was all good fun. And Sunday was spent in my parents gorgeous garden, in the sun, talking and talking, like the old days when I used to live there. The nostalgia always overwhelms me when I go home. But this time, it was still nice. Today I tried to work, but spent to much time miming piano solos to Dream Theater. And then went to Cat's and watched 'Pure'. Which is so badly fucked up, but very good. It has a scene with a 10-year-old chasing the dragon, and a baby put into detox cos it's mother did so much heroin that now it's addicted. But perversely I like that kind of film. And it wasn't too weird with Cat. We both talked about it afterwards, and neither of us have changed in what we're thinking, so we're still just waiting. Though I do think about her alot, and half the time I want to be her lover, and half the time I don't. And some of my daydreams about her do rage out of control. But I'm still not certain, I'm so far from certain. Cos nobody loves me It's true Not like you do. | |||||||||