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Sweet Kitty ( 14 March 2004 - 2:15 a.m. ) We did fun, stuff,saw a film, had lunch, nice things. Back at Cat's we started talking. And some things came up, about the way she felt about her life, and her parents. And I started to question her, because I want to know what she feels. And it all came out, in one big, horrible bloody mess. So much nasty, nasty stuff. On and on, it kept on coming, for hours. And I'm sitting there watching her breaking down, so much pain all at once, and I can really feel it, and I'm almost crying too. And I have no idea what to say, i'm shocked, and I don't want her to be hurting this much, I can't stand to see her like this. And I don't know what to say. So I just held her, held her tight to me, her head on my chest, until it finally all stopped. Until she could smile again. And I've never felt for her so much, she's the best friend I've ever had, and the pain she was in wrnched my heart. And I want her to know how much I love her, how much I care for her, how much I'll always be there. And I hope she does. Catherine, I love you. There's nothing sexual here at all, I just love you more than anyone, anything. Forever, always, I'll love you, I'll be there for you, my darling, to help you when you need it, however hard it is. I know you feel the same. | |||||||||